someday i'll wish upon a star...

"I never lose sight of the fact that just being is fun..."
~Katharine Hepburn

May 3

i guess i never really get on here anymore…

funny thing.

i really want something right now, but i have no idea what it is. my life feels absolutely insane right now and i don’t really know the right thing to make it normal again. maybe i’ll just start drinking more. 


Mar 23

Hey World…

I worked on The Hunger Games in the camera department.

I know firsthand that it’s amazing. Hope you all enjoy it.

Happy Hunger Games

:)


Mar 20

Happy Spring!!!


Mar 12
So true.

So true.


Mar 8

early morning madness

What were you doing at 11 last night?
watching “The Bodyguard” 

Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?
I think I will be friends with most of them. I have 5 best friends and I can’t imagine life without them

What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of?
strawberries and grandma’s slaw

Funniest thing that happened in the last 24 hours?
hmm…the kids at work always give me a laugh

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
yes! i’m house/dog sitting and am going to stay at the house and relax and hang with the dog! 

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
if it was a mutual thing

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
yes

Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
sure

Do you find drinking unattractive?
well sometimes i hate myself when i do it, but no

When was the last time something bothered you?
currently pretty bothered about money and my future 

Do you know how to work a computer well??
parts of it 

To who did you last give the finger to?
haha! my teacher and this LA filmmaker in NM during a particularly rowdy pool game. 

Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?
bout equal. 

Six months ago, can you remember who you liked, who was it?
ugh, my ex. or tina fey

Do you like to hold hands?
sometimes

Anything embarrassing happen today?
not yet, there’s plenty of time though 

Would you ever go on a game show if you were offered?
am i getting paid?

What does your phone do when it receives a new text?
ding

Has anyone ever done mean things to you while you were sleeping?
my cousin and his dad and i used to play pranks on each other 

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yes 

Would you rather be at the beach or lake?
currently? probably the beach but a lake would be fun too

Last thing you spent money on?
pasta noodles 

What are you doing after this?
work

Your song of the week?
48 hour film project theme song haha

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
of course

Are you happy with the choices you’ve made?
some of them

Would you rather be forced to eat 100 bananas or 100 apples?
apples 

Have you dated the person you texted last?
nope

Is good grammar attractive?
yes

Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
mostly

Has anyone ever sang to you?
happy birthday

What is your favorite color?
purple 

What color are your eyes?
brown

How tall are you?
5’4”

What do you have planned for tonight?
work, cookout, home to the dog. 

If you could have one wish right now what would it be?
insight

When is your birthday?
3/29 

Do you want to get married and have children one day?
sure

Who is the 9th contact in your phone?
i’m not looking

Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
doesn’t everyone at some point?

If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, would you?
yes

Could you go a day without eating?
probably 

Did your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision?
i made my own

What are you excited for?
a few nights off 

Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?
nope 

What are you listening to now?
currently the clock 

What woke you up today?
my alarm, which is weird bc usually i wake up before it goes off

Would you take someone back if they cheated on you?
nope

Have you ever dyed your hair?
yup 

Who was the last person you have a missed call from?
some guy from class 

Where was your default picture taken?
NM

How many windows are open on your computer?
just one 

Anything you really want?
yep

How many pillows do you sleep with?
4

Can you have more than one best friend?
i do 

What was last thing you drank?
hot tea 

How many pets do you have?
one 

What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
cider

Who last texted you?
a friend

Who did you last text?
a friend

Do you know anyone whose pregnant?
probably


Mar 7

boredom strikes

1) Five ways to win your heart- Love Disney, watch old movies with me, listen to me and actually care what I say, don’t be embarrassed by me, ask questions

2) Something you feel strongly about- film, memories, equal rights

3) A book you love- Little Women

4) Sum up your day- Work, lunch, read, work again, watched The Bodyguard

5) Things you want to say to your most recent ex- I’m sorry you hate me for some reason. I only had fond memories of you, but if that’s what it takes for you to justify everything, so be it. I forgive you and I’ve moved on. 

6) Your views on chart music- i’m indifferent

7) Five pet peeves- interrupting, complaining constantly, bad grammar, dunno

8) List what you ate today- pasta, chips and dip, pizza

9) How important you think education is- important

10) Shuffle all the songs on your ipod. List the first 10 that come up- Seriously? fine…1. Dog and Butterfly-Heart. 2. Look to Your Dreams-Carpenters. 3.Carpenters/Perry Como medley, 4. Sandy-Carpenters, 5. Lost Inside of You-A Star is Born, 6. It is Shining-Beatles, 7. While My Guitar Gently Weeps-Beatles, 8. California Dreamin’-Carpenters, 9. Hole in My Pocket-Sheryl Crow, 10. Chiquititta-Abba

11) 3 facts about your family-  The family dynamics are unusual, all 4 parents live on the same property, they all have dogs

12) What your sitting on- couch

13) Opinion of your body? Are you comfortable with it?- hah. what a silly question.

14) What you wore today- work clothes, that’s pretty much all I ever get to wear

15) Something your proud of- Our film that went to the film festival

16) One thing you regret- not having my life figured out by now

17) Five most loved possesions (items) you own- Diaries, books, movies, phone, computer

18) If you had to be stranded on a dessert island for a month, what 1 person would you take with you?- Either one of 2 people. 

19) Something you miss- My grandma, my optimism

20) A word/phrase that makes you laugh- Yepperdoodles

21) Something you find cute- my favorite little person

22) Something your currently worried about- graduating, money

23) Something you like about yourself- i’m loyal to those i really love

24) A quote you try to live by- “think of all the joy you’ll find when you leave your world behind and bid your cares goodbye” (but I’m very bad at actually listening to the words)

25) A country you want to visit- anywhere in europe

26) If you could have been born with any hair & eye colours, what would they be? the ones i have now

27) 3 things that played an important role in your childhood- community theater, titanic, my role models and people that took me under their wing as mentors

28) If you could change 1 thing about yourself, what would it be? i would be braver and take more chances

29) If you were a bird, name 5 people you would s**t on. i wouldn’t because i know me, and sooner or later i’d feel too guilty about it

30) If you had total control over your death, how would you choose to die? old in my bed dreaming of all the wonderful accomplishments and love i had in my lifetime


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The 48 Hr theme song…it’s been in my head for 5 days now. Heard it so many times this weekend!

“Even if we don’t win just ask any of our crew…We made a movie and possibly some friends, I’d tell you all about it but you’d never comprehend how hard it was, how good it felt to get to the end, now we know that we had a cooler weekend than you! At the 48 Hour film project!”


Mar 6

back to reality

life resumes:

work, work, work! doubles every day this week

my musical is once again cancelled. but i do have an alternative that i’m semi-excited about, and i hope the people that matter will be excited too.

money situations could be better. i just won’t go there. 

i’m trying not to get discouraged about the future. this trip gave me a chance to have a lot of serious talks with the one person i’ll actually listen to, and she gave me a lot of tough criticism, but also a lot to think about. 

least the end of the week will be good. get to house/dog sit and that means i won’t be lonely! it’s crazy how excited i am about spending the week with a dog :)


sooooo

wish that I wasn’t back in NC! This was an amazing weekend and I’m NOT ready for it to be over. especially to come back to reality and everything that I hate. Least it was great while it lasted. 


Mar 5

for the first time…

in a really long time, I feel like I’ve got something to look forward too. This has reminded me why I love what I love. And I’ve met other people who share those interests, which reminds me that I’m not alone.


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